This is a story about persistence…
How do you eat an elephant? One bite at a time etc. etc. There are plenty of contrived platitudes about persistence, perseverance, dedication, determination, tenacity, doggedness, pertinacity and all of the many other synonyms that get lightly banded around, generally by people who’ve led lives of ease, comfort and contentment.
Tomorrow I have to prove myself all over again with a new team, a new boss, a new company, a new project; new challenges and lots of new things to learn.
In the last 12 months, I’ll have moved home 4 times, worked for 4 different organisations and tried to string it all together into some form of continuity to allow myself to avoid death, destitution, bankruptcy, career failure, madness, being permanently committed to the loony bin and generally being consigned to the scrap-heap. The number of air miles I’ve clocked up probably doesn’t set any records – not even a personal best – but the number of different beds I’ve slept in certainly must be some kind of world record; at least indicating just how little stability I’ve had in something most of us take for granted: where I lay my head to rest at night.
I need to pack a bag for the working week. Tomorrow I need to drive to a new office; a new city; a hotel I’ve never stayed in before.
One foot in front of the other. One step at a time. One day at a time. The platitudes rain down on my head and they feel like insults: easier said than done.
The money flows in but it must flow out too – I’ve got to speculate to accumulate. I don’t feel well enough to be working, but work I must otherwise I’ll fritter away the gains I’ve made: I’ve got to run just to stand still.
The needle creeps into the red “danger zone” on the anxiety meter. I’m not sure how I’m going to cope; I don’t feel like I am coping.
The demands are relentless.
Tags: #career #anxiety
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Great story! The picture is awesome. Awesome that you are starting a new project. Looking forward to your blogpost! Hopefully you let us all know how the first day goes. Cheers. ✌🏼
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Thanks, Chad. Dreading it but then who likes Mondays anyway?
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I hope the week ahead is a decent one for you! 😊
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I completely understand that feeling. Even though it’s tough, what works best is to just take one step at a time. Try to not think of all the things at once. Instead just tick things off one at a time, and you’ll make it through. Regardless, I hope for you that it will all lead to something good!
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I hope today goes ok xxx
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